When I wrote my last blog Chart the Course, directed at single women, I knew that I would be following up with some guidance for married women with Stay the Course. That plan has changed. After being involved in a critical situation over the weekend I have been given a new perspective on the phrase “stay the course” and I would like to share that with you instead.
On Saturday afternoon we went out for a sail. Another couple would be joining us on the lake in their motor boat. We set a course to sail about a mile out beyond an island and join our friends for a bit then return to the marina. That was our plan.
We were in route to our destination, our friends passed us and we followed. There were no signs of inclement weather in sight. The water was calm and the winds were light. It was smooth sailing for us. After being on the water about 30 minutes the skies began to grow dark. We thought it best to turn and head in.Then suddenly out of nowhere a gust of wind knocked us over. The boat uprighted itself but the winds and waves made it very difficult to maneuver. We were not going to be able to make it back to the marina. Our friends motorboat was strong enough to make it to a dock safely but we were forced to stay on the lake in a most dangerous situation.
An unforeseen hazard had interfered with our course. We still were determined to return to the marina safely but we had to modify our course. We weren’t giving up, we just had to detour. We had to ride out this storm first. We agreed we would stay in the cockpit together and attempt to keep our boat from hitting anything.
During that frantic time on the lake I became so angry about being overtaken by the storm. I was mad we hadn’t taken better precaution to get the sails reefed when the sky started clouding up. I was mad I couldn’t get to my life jacket because it was down in the cabin. I was furious that I felt helpless. I even yelled at the man who I love the most. Then I saw him with all his strength holding on to the tiller in great effort to protect us and I just had to tell him I loved him. No external circumstances were going to interfere with that. Later that evening we were able to return to the marina. We had to be towed in but we got back to where we wanted to be.
As I prepared to write this blog I was shown the similarities between my situation on the lake and facing a crisis in marriage. I felt I needed to pass this along to you.
When you are in the midst of uncertainty in your marriage it feels as if you are helpless in a storm. You are holding on with all your strength and you are trying not to give up. You are also scared and angry. You may say things you regret. Your circumstances are causing you to think you may not survive. The only thing you want is for it to just be back the way it was when it was good, when it was smooth sailing.
A lie would tell you it can’t happen, but God promises it can.
Hebrews 10: 35-36 So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.
If there is a storm in your marriage right now please don’t give up hope. If you will stay the course by being persistent, remembering your love for one another and praying to our Father for help, you will survive this storm and be better for it. So put your lifejacket on and be the best first mate you can be.